Emptying a tub that I found
full, florid fetid water
topped by monsoon storms
old muddy chemically complex stench emptied
small bucket to big bucket during fifth trip forth
then back a dead sparrow
was scooped out, oh dear
heart rotting, guts streaming.
I put it in a good place, asked for a blessing. How long
a life? Why in the stink of the water, unknown.
Some of it splashed in my face. Tangible
metaphor. How many punches do I need before
I pick up the pen, to pick a little, talk a little. Bless you
bird, dear sparrow.
Kim you are so good at recognizng, then capturing, intense moments of connectedness among us large and small, alive and dead, with cheeks and beaks. I want to think its spirit knew this and splashed in gratitude, baptising you both. XO, True
Thanks, and love, to you, True. The spirit, maybe so, right, maybe so.
I found a soaked hummingbird yesterday in a puddle, splayed out in a way that made wings, tail, feathers look like a human hand. Five. It said. All phosphorescence had turned to brown. It was still. Beautiful.